Big Girls Do Cry

Big girls curl up on their big bed, weep silently. Big girls run or ride for miles, believe that tears might change into sweats, so no one would see them cry.

Big girls need their boys too. They cook and cut apples into smaller pieces that fit in their lovers' mouth. Big girls care about their boys like a lot.

Big girls pay their own bills, go anywhere they want, drink responsibly, and fix their make up. Big girls go to bed alone. With thoughts in their heads, all they want is some pat on the back and big smile to end the day.

And I am fucking tired of being so big and strong. I wanna be small, timid, and dependent. I wanna be so small so I can fit in your pocket and cling wherever you go. I want you to see im so vulnerable that you can't bear leaving me alone.

Big girls are dumb, are weak and weepy and need shelter the way small girls do.